Trying to Purge what hurts
But I can't find the cause
Only the symptoms
Trying to Purge what's inside
But I am afraid
That doing that
Will erase everything else
With it
Trying to Purge this pain
And coming across roadblock
after roadblock
after roadblock
Of why I can't
And I am afraid of losing myself
to myself.
-11/9/96
1:14pm